The Lord is taking you to a place where you fully trust Him. No matter what the circumstances in life, fully surrender and fully trust Him. He is a good Daddy and He is One who can be trusted. He wants us to lean not on our own understanding and step out of the boat and run after Him. Don’t look at the waves crashing around you; keep your eyes up toward Him. That is where the glory is. His guiding hand is right there with you. He will not let you sink. He wants it all.
“Truly I say to you unless you change and become like children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. So, whoever will humble himself like this child, he is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. And whoever receives one such child in My name, receives Me;” Matthew 18:3-5